Update On Cameron

Well I finally heard back from the doctors office and thankfully we got an appointment much sooner than we had anticipated, but still a month away. We will be going to Cook's Children's Hospital in Fort Worth at the end of next month. It isn't too terribly long from now, but it will seem like an eternity to me.

I have peace about the situation now for the most part. Of course part of me is still worried and scared for my little one, but I have been praying about it. My Aunt gave me the best advice. She told me that anytime at all that I think about it I need to pray about it and that is what I've done.

I am praying that God gives my family and I peace and strength to handle this. I am praying that he blesses every single little inch of Cameron's body and that all is well with him.

If we do get bad news I am going to do my best to accept it and move on. No matter what, I will do everything I can do give both of my children the best life that I possibly can. I look to my Grandma for everything and she was so sweet when I was crying to her over the phone. She told me that we would all just pray for Cameron and believe in our hearts that he is 100% OK, but that sometimes God chooses ppl to take care of these special babies and he may have chose us. I thought that was a good way to put it.

I appreciate so much all of your thoughts and prayers. Please continue to pray for Cameron. We are going to be showering him with plenty of kisses and hugs like always and enjoy his first Halloween this weekend and help big brother celebrate his 2nd birthday next week. I can't believe it!

Thanks again everyone.